~ HEAVENLY ANGELS ~
I do believe in Angels and Heaven above, I do believe our loved ones have been carried to Heaven above on the wings of Angels and I do believe we will, in fact, see them again one day. That is just my belief and my inner unexplained knowledge of what I believe to be true. With that said, I have had my share of loss lately and cannot find a way to get back into the swing of things. Part of me just does not want to, not yet. I would rather stay at home where Caesar is, where his spirit still resides, where I can still feel him and see him and not be anywhere else. This too shall pass – this I know, but right now it’s all I can think about. Baby Jerry has been so sweet, so loving and I know he still looks for him. One day we will find him a play mate as he does need one to keep him active and playful. Just not right now – we’re not ready just yet.
So, I keep getting asked about my weekend and days. How are you they ask and I almost can’t stand the question because I don’t feel like answering. I don’t want to talk about it, don’t want to think about it. But, I try to and find a way thru it. As you can see, it takes me a while to get over loss, especially when they are my babies.
I say all this to say to you that though I know life happens, we are always going to lose our loved ones and it will always be difficult, we will always be tried in some way shape or form in order to shape the person we are and/or are becoming, and with all of these things happening around us, I know we have Angels with us looking after us and guiding us. I do believe this and have prayed and talked to them more lately than I think I have in a long time. I myself pray for guidance and strength in all aspects of my life and for others. It’s what I do!
In closing, thank you for listening and being a part of my life through blogging. You are all greatly appreciated and always wished Love, Light, Strength, Guidance, and always keep your Warrior Within. Life itself is a gift, having our loved ones (furry or otherwise) in our lives is a gift and one I would not change, no matter how heartbroken I become.
Rest in Peace Tucker, Cleopatra & Caesar! Mommy & Daddy Love You All and Miss You All Everyday!