I had taken a break from blogging for a few days as my baby, Caesar, has been ill for quite some time and got worse lately. I took him for a second opinion on Friday, only to find out he has kidney disease and a 4-5 cm mass by his spine (Cancer). It was a very sad and awful weekend as we had to make the decision to let him go and not be in pain any longer. He is now an Angel in heaven with his sister Cleopatra and brother Tucker running and playing. They are all Angels now! It was the worst and hardest decision we have had to make in a long time. He was so sweet and gave us 10 1/2 years of nothing but love and kisses. Lordy but that boy loved his snuggles and to be held like a baby.
My baby Caesar, I can’t stop crying. I miss you so much that I feel so empty and lost without you. You gave us so much that I still see you everywhere. No matter where I look, there you are. I’m not ready to let you go. Lord help me I’m not ready…
