I DIDN’T REALIZE I HAD SO MUCH

Have you ever had something happen in your life that “finally” closed the chapter of an event you thought would never close or finally be put to rest?  I had that happen just this morning and when it did I cried and couldn’t stop… I prayed for so long and so hard for this one last piece to fall into place so that I could completely move on and it finally did today.

Through this event and the past year and a half working up to this point I truly never realized how much tension/stress I had or have built up within my body, my shoulders, and/or my entire being.  But, as of today I feel that I can fully and completely be free – be free to be me – be free to finally start living a life that I did not know or realize I was not living to the best of my ability until all this happened in the first place.  But, I feel I can have peace now.  I can have peace of mind that all has happened as it should, we are all well now, and it is time to move forward to a bigger and better life. (A massage in is order!)

The last of this puzzle was for my baby, a 14 year old baby kitty, Sammy, to find a home with someone to love him and just take care of him there in FL.  IF I could not find someone – I was going to have him transported back to CA to live with me … somehow.  I was afraid for him traveling on a plane at that age and possibly doing it alone (if I could not fly back and get him myself).  I have always had faith that all things would work out and I would find him a home somehow, but the stress of it… I just felt like everything has been on my shoulders for so long and it was getting to be too much.  After talking with a friend, an Angel and her family said they would step up and care for him.  He is the sweetest thing and it was breaking my heart all over again because I didn’t know what to do and finally just left it in God’s and my Angels hands to help me find him a new home.

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So, with all this said I just wanted to share this with you, my Angelic Family to again tell you to always keep the Faith, stay Positive, and Pray.  It never hurts to just pray about it and give it all up to God and your Angels.  I do this all the time, but sometimes, just sometimes, things still weigh heavy on my heart and mind and I find it difficult to do so, but still do it.  This I am trying to be better at completely letting it all go, but this too takes time and still more practice.

Thank you Angels for listening and always being there.  Thank you for your love and support and the following of this blog.  You will never truly know or understand how much you are all Loved and wished the very best for.

Always with Light & Love Angels ~ Always!

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